Me Is ThE MuZiC NiNjA

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

so how did u get here under my skin? - Demi Lavato

IM GOING TO WORLD STAGE
HELL YEA BABY!
icannotwait :):):):):):):):):):):):):)

ehhh im so mad at myself
how can i be so stupid to sign up for 4 songs?
wtf is wrong with me?
=.= eessshhhhhh
i suck at 2 songs..and the competition is like...how many days?
i just want to get over it now
like..NOWWWW
:(
can someone kill me now?

holidays are here :]
so i have so much time to myself :D
and...im not gonna go on msn much anymore
cuz it seemed like i had a LIFE when i didnt have it
and now i realise that when i didnt go on it for..a year i had something to do
and time to myself
i dont think going on the computer is..spending time with yourself
:/
so im gonna read books, go through my stuff in my room..maybe change the furniture's position, house chorus, look around the house..go for a run
practice something new
or SLEEP :DDD
hahaha
but yea..i kinda miss the old times when i didnt have msn to go to and just..relaxed
:)

FROM:ME,ThE BlAck BelT MuZiC NinJA!!!!!

Saturday, July 17, 2010

as the night wears on and the stars are being covered by clouds

the light starts to fade

i am alone.

i am cold.

i am scared.

i am no where.

can this truly be fate?

standing on the pavement watching..waiting

for something to happen

and yet i cant bring myself to run back to shelter

im just standing here

watching...waiting

i look up back to the sky

it looked unwelcoming.

showing signs of black

it seemed like the world was turning inside out

it didnt want me to be happy

it just wanted me to feel like an outsider

FROM:ME,ThE BlAck BelT MuZiC NinJA!!!!!

Friday, July 16, 2010

exam marks?
pathetic =.=

FROM:ME,ThE BlAck BelT MuZiC NinJA!!!!!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

WTF IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD :O
okay, i.am.seriously.confused.here :/
mable is...dating...ERIC!!????
WTF?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
O________O
i have no bloody idea how to react to this D:
but then again, its HER choice..which i find pretty weird >.<

anyways, i thought of a wishlist..u see
i never really knew what to tell ppl, when they asked wat i wanted for my birthday
and well...i get this question from my parents EVERY year
and let me tell u
its hard.
how can someone ask me what i want..when i DONT know what i want myself?
its pretty frustrating :/
i mean, i want like..a laptop, a new ipod, a phone
the obvious presents =.=
but i KNOW that they wouldnt get that for me
so then..i have nothing to think about :L

so here is my "wish list" for my birthday
*its starts with what i HAVE/MUST presents..and it goes
down from there*
1) I MUST HAVE A HEADSET for my ipod
2) Hair accessories..cuz all them dissapear :/
3) A pencil Box
4) A bag..a big nice one that can carry stuff in it..AND look fashionable ;]
5) Perfume...im starting to finish mine off..so like..i need a new one soon :/
6) NAIL POLISH! omg i almost finished mine D:
7) A really cool hat :D
8) A CD album ;P
9) A book...
well im pretty simple and straight forward..but thats all i want :O
any of these is pretty awesome for me
but then again...people dont need to give me presents..cuz well
i already have u guys alone
and trust me
its enough :]

except for those headsets...i SERIOUSLY need them
if not i swear, ill die :(

FROM:ME,ThE BlAck BelT MuZiC NinJA!!!!!

Monday, July 12, 2010

im re-reading harry potter
:D

FROM:ME,ThE BlAck BelT MuZiC NinJA!!!!!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

im a wreck
without you.
im empty
without you.
im forgetting these memories
i had with you.
im losing my mind
because of you.
i cant sleep
without knowing
if you ever felt the same way too.
im starting to think
that you never knew me from the start.
remember those times we had?
but you cant remember.
and now my world is falling apart
u never existed
u never helped
when i needed u the most.
and when im happy
ur always around.
i think that you cant handle me when im at my lowest of the low
you dont realize when im not with you
im lost
and i have no where to go.
the pictures have been burned
the memories remain
but are now slowly fading away
you pretend to not care
and leave me in the dark
but you cant ignore me.
not completely.
your forever under my skin.
your name is forever here.
no matter how hard i try
i remember ur face
and your somehow always on my mind
trying to forget you is impossible.
im alone
without you.
im scared
without you.
no matter how hard i try
i still find a way to love you
it may hurt.
it may burn.
but as time goes over
ill be forgotten
and never be found.

-Emily Mei Ling Pearce

FROM:ME,ThE BlAck BelT MuZiC NinJA!!!!!

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9hXH0Ackz6w&feature=player_embedded
PSSSTTTT!!!! this link is the trailer for harry potter ;D
i cant stop watching it :D

anyways,
well..most of the exams are over
malay- fail
history-awesomness
science- was alright :/
geography- could of done better
art- ahh who cares?
music-=.= do.not.ask
ICT- failed...big time :/
and others?? who knows
but i hope ill pass
im just worried about maths D:
hellpppp

so i was looking through Wikipedia, and i checked out the teen awards 2010
and whoooaaaaaaaaa
they have SOO many categories :D
its awesome man!
im gonna vote ;D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvtJPs8IDgU
on my replay button :D

FROM:ME,ThE BlAck BelT MuZiC NinJA!!!!!

Sunday, July 4, 2010

OH.MY.GOD
i.won.a.bet :DDDDDDD

**does some random spazzy dance**

IN YOUR FACE GABI :D

Germany screwed Argentina
:D

AND Spain beat Paraguay
:DDD
DOUBLE SNAP

FROM:ME,ThE BlAck BelT MuZiC NinJA!!!!!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Everything's cool, yeah
It's all gonna be okay, yeah
And I know,
Maybe I'll leave and
Laugh about it someday

But not today, no
Cause I don't feel so good
I'm tangled up inside
My heart is on my sleeve
Tomorrow is a mystery to me

(Chorus)
And it might be wonderful
It might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
With someone else
It could never be the way I loved you

Letting you go is
Making me feel so cold, yeah
And I've been trying to make
Believe it doesn't hurt

But that makes it worse, yeah
See, I'm a wreck inside
My tongue is tied and my
Whole body feels so weak
The future may be all I really need

(Chorus)
And it might be wonderful, yeah
It might be magical, uh oh
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
With someone else
It could never be the way I loved you

Like a first love,
The one and only true love
Wasn't it written all over my face, yeah
I loved you like you loved me (oh)
Like something pure and holy
Like something that can never be replaced

And it was be wonderful,
It was magical,
It was everything I've waited for,
A miracle
And if I should ever fall in love again
With someone new
Oh, It could never be the way
No, It will never be the way
I loved you <3<3<3<3<3

The way i loved you <3 Selena Gomez And the Scene
on my replay button

EXAMS D:
ugh
i failed malay..BIG TIME :(
and science will kill me
and math
:(

Avatar is replaying episodes ;D
but not the best time to do so :(...
FIFA world cup is on :D
but again..worst time possible. :(
funny how almost every song reminds me of someone :3

FROM:ME,ThE BlAck BelT MuZiC NinJA!!!!!